Posted by Lisa Laree to Beer Lahai Roi
I suppose it's just logical that when things begin in perfection the first series of transitions will not be good ones...human kind did not make stellar choices in the beginning.
First Adam and Eve chose to believe a lie the enemy told them...then Cain chose to believe a lie that was apparently his own fabrication.
We really don't know what it meant that God favored Abel's offering and had no favor for Cain's. Did fire fall and consume one offering and not the other? Was there apparent blessing on Abel's life after his offering and not on Cain's?
Scripture doesn't tell us.
It's also not specific about why Abel's offering was superior to Cain's. I have heard people teach that it was because Abel's offering was a blood offering and Cain's was not...but there is nothing here to indicate that this was specifically an offering for atonement. The book of Leviticus describes all kinds of offerings...sin offerings, fellowship offerings, offerings made to fulfill vows, etc, and not all of them involved animal sacrifices.
I think the only clue we have is that Abel is described as bringing a firstborn from his flock and fat portions...ie, he brought the best of what he had. Cain brought some of his crop. Abel's offering was a sacrifice. Cain's offering...well, apparently didn't cost him much.
In other words, it wasn't the specific offering that was the big deal...it was the attitude with which the offering was brought.
And Cain was defensive. He was angry that his offering was not deemed acceptable.
He was mad that God would not allow him to determine what constituted proper worship.
Think about that a moment. Cain wanted to define how he worshiped God. And God did not acknowledge it.
In fact, God pointed out to him that nothing was preventing him from obtaining God's favor except his own choices:
Why are you angry?...If you do what is right, will you not be accepted? (Gen. 4:6 - 7a; all scripture today from the NIV 84)
This was not a mystery of guess-what-will-please God, Cain KNEW what was expected...his father had taught him, his past relationship with God had taught him. Simple. If you want God's favor, just do what God has instructed you to do.
God went on to describe the conflict Cain was facing:
If you do not do what is right, sin is crouching at your door; it desires to have you, but you must master it. (Gen 4:7b)
God did not prevent Cain from making his own choice.
Cain had the power to choose to be accepted. Instead, he chose rejection.
He could not possibly have believed killing his brother was the 'right' that God encouraged him to do. Therefore, he must have convinced himself that it did not matter what God accepted or did not accept, he was going to make his own way and please himself. Abel's existence in God's favor did not please him.
So, for the first time, God pronounces a curse on a person:
Now you are under a curse and driven from the ground...when you work the ground, it will no longer yield its crops for you. You will be a restless wanderer on the earth. - (Gen. 4:11)
Here is Cain's first transition: the only occupation he had known, that which he enjoyed and performed well, was stripped from him. He had to find another way to survive.
And here is is second transition: he went out from the presence of God (Gen 4:16).
There is no evidence that he ever regretted, mourned, confessed, or repented of what he had done. He chose rejection and he walked it out. He built a city based on his rejection and determination to please himself.
Scripture records the generations that followed Cain...men of skill and men of violence. His choice not only affected him, it affected all of his children and grandchildren and great-grandchildren. They all were born and grew to maturity outside of the presence of God. They never knew Cain's father Adam, who had walked with God in the garden.
God KNEW what was in Cain's heart. Yet He allowed Cain to make his own choices...murder, rebellion, ultimately creating a society that rejected God to such an extreme that God destroyed them and started again.
Such is the legacy of one who makes the choice to disregard what God has clearly said and choose to please oneself...and who is then angry that God does not acknowledge that choice.
There are so many applications of this to the world we find ourselves in today that I'm not even going to try and deal with them all. My prayer is simply this...Lord, point out to me and anyone who happens by this little corner of the blogsphere those areas in which we are choosing rejection. Give each of us the wisdom and understanding to confess and repent of those areas and do what is right. In Jesus' name, Amen.
Friday, May 22, 2015
Friday, May 15, 2015
SSMT Verse 10 - Hab. 2:3
Posted by Lisa Laree to Beer Lahai Roi
Amid the focus on the new Bible study and a day trip out of town, the fact that today was the 15th nearly got by me.
Which means it's time to choose verse number 10 for the 2015 Siesta Scripture Memory Team.
I can't even tell you exactly why I'm picking today's verse, except that the last half of the verse seems especially encouraging to me right now:
For the revelation awaits an appointed time; it speaks of the end and will not prove false. Though it linger, wait for it, it will certainly come and not delay -- Habakkuk 2:3, NIV 84
Amid the focus on the new Bible study and a day trip out of town, the fact that today was the 15th nearly got by me.
Which means it's time to choose verse number 10 for the 2015 Siesta Scripture Memory Team.
I can't even tell you exactly why I'm picking today's verse, except that the last half of the verse seems especially encouraging to me right now:
For the revelation awaits an appointed time; it speaks of the end and will not prove false. Though it linger, wait for it, it will certainly come and not delay -- Habakkuk 2:3, NIV 84
All Things New -- Adam and Eve: The Hard Road
Posted by Lisa Laree to Beer Lahai Roi
Start in Genesis, I said.
Bless.
At first, I thought I'd skip Adam and Eve as too obvious, but as I read through Genesis I decided I should not skip the foundational, um, transition.
Because, while I'd love to talk about new beginnings being a season of hope and fresh starts, sometimes new beginnings are at rock-bottom...that place where everything went wrong and it all fell apart and all the good that was there is gone.
It may come with large portions of humiliation and regret. Maybe so much humiliation and regret that there doesn't seem to be any way of recovering, with pain that makes even breathing excruciating. How can one move forward after such overwhelming loss?
No one can teach us about that devastation better than Adam and Eve.
The background is, of course, Genesis chapters 2 - 4.
The first transition we encounter is in Genesis 2:21-22 (I'm using the ESV today):
So the LORD God caused a deep sleep to fall upon the man, and while he slept took one of his ribs and closed up its place with flesh. And the rib that the LORD God had taken from the man he made into a woman and brought her to the man.
Adam woke up from his nap and found that there were physical differences in his body that he had to figure out...he was different; something had happened. Then...there she was (for some reason the Monkees' Then I saw her face...now I'm a believer... just randomly popped into my head). It was the part he was missing. The other part of himself. Only...it was different. More.
The whole paradigm of mankind's life changed at that moment. One mind became two. Dialogue between equals became possible. Teamwork. They were counterparts...complimentary in all areas, in the geometric sense of complementary angles that make up the full 180 degrees. Or in this case, make up the full image of God. It took them both.
And God saw that it was very good.
We have no idea how long that scenario lasted. Days? Weeks? Months? Was the serpent hanging around, having conversations with them, building a relationship that he could use? The enemy is very patient; he never rushes his attacks but waits for the moment of prime vulnerability. Then he strikes.
Did God actually say, 'You shall not eat of any tree in the garden'?
And so it began...the convoluted argument of the enemy that convinced Eve that it would be a really good idea to do the forbidden thing. The first hint of the magnitude of the tragic consequences manifested when they looked at each other's nakedness and an awful feeling rose from within them that they labeled 'shame'. Fear became the ruler where fear had never been known. The God whose only words to them had been loving, whose only actions had ever been for their good, whose communion blessed them every day became the One from which they hid.
The One who was Truth got only evasive answers and blame-shifting in response to His invitations to confess and repent. Their relationship with God was broken; they could not mend it and they could not comprehend God's promise that He would.
When the judgements had been executed and they looked around, they found themselves banished from the garden, with nothing but each other, animal skins to cover themselves and what they had learned about cultivating the ground to sustain them. Life was no longer about tending the garden and administering the kingdom on earth...it was about survival. Being hungry, hot, weary, cold, sore...and all the while remembering what they'd had and how they'd lost it. Arguments instead of conversation. Hard work with little return. Blame. Grief. Depression.
How does anyone deal with loss like that?
Eve had a promise...that her offspring would crush the head of the serpent who had led her astray. That sounds so unrelated to the struggle of the moment, but what it meant was that the place where they were was not the end of the story. Despite what was probably some pretty deep offense, they did not reject each other. On the contrary, there is evidence that they made some effort to console and comfort one another.
Eve bore children.
How many, we really don't know. We only know the names of three....and the third named one did not arrive until after more tragedy struck. Again, there was loss and grief and blame. Cain banished, Abel dead. Yet hope returned once more with the birth of Seth, who, in what must've been a much more marked degree than any of the others as it is especially noted in Genesis 5:3, was in the likeness and image of his father, Adam. Eve recognized God's blessing in the birth of Seth.
Adam lived 800 more years after Seth was born; long enough to hold Noah's father, Lamech, in his arms before he died, if they had all stayed close enough around. Eight generations of offspring could have been taught of the value of following God and the cost of trying to live by one's own judgement from the ones who had lived that lesson at a level no one else could even comprehend.
Adam and Eve show us that it is possible to focus on hope after devastating loss in order to deal with a new reality and find God's purpose there. My struggles are almost laughably minor in comparison; what have I done to find hope in difficult times? How have I tried to pass along what I have learned of God's faithfulness in difficult times to future generations?
Start in Genesis, I said.
Bless.
At first, I thought I'd skip Adam and Eve as too obvious, but as I read through Genesis I decided I should not skip the foundational, um, transition.
Because, while I'd love to talk about new beginnings being a season of hope and fresh starts, sometimes new beginnings are at rock-bottom...that place where everything went wrong and it all fell apart and all the good that was there is gone.
It may come with large portions of humiliation and regret. Maybe so much humiliation and regret that there doesn't seem to be any way of recovering, with pain that makes even breathing excruciating. How can one move forward after such overwhelming loss?
No one can teach us about that devastation better than Adam and Eve.
The background is, of course, Genesis chapters 2 - 4.
The first transition we encounter is in Genesis 2:21-22 (I'm using the ESV today):
So the LORD God caused a deep sleep to fall upon the man, and while he slept took one of his ribs and closed up its place with flesh. And the rib that the LORD God had taken from the man he made into a woman and brought her to the man.
Adam woke up from his nap and found that there were physical differences in his body that he had to figure out...he was different; something had happened. Then...there she was (for some reason the Monkees' Then I saw her face...now I'm a believer... just randomly popped into my head). It was the part he was missing. The other part of himself. Only...it was different. More.
The whole paradigm of mankind's life changed at that moment. One mind became two. Dialogue between equals became possible. Teamwork. They were counterparts...complimentary in all areas, in the geometric sense of complementary angles that make up the full 180 degrees. Or in this case, make up the full image of God. It took them both.
And God saw that it was very good.
We have no idea how long that scenario lasted. Days? Weeks? Months? Was the serpent hanging around, having conversations with them, building a relationship that he could use? The enemy is very patient; he never rushes his attacks but waits for the moment of prime vulnerability. Then he strikes.
Did God actually say, 'You shall not eat of any tree in the garden'?
And so it began...the convoluted argument of the enemy that convinced Eve that it would be a really good idea to do the forbidden thing. The first hint of the magnitude of the tragic consequences manifested when they looked at each other's nakedness and an awful feeling rose from within them that they labeled 'shame'. Fear became the ruler where fear had never been known. The God whose only words to them had been loving, whose only actions had ever been for their good, whose communion blessed them every day became the One from which they hid.
The One who was Truth got only evasive answers and blame-shifting in response to His invitations to confess and repent. Their relationship with God was broken; they could not mend it and they could not comprehend God's promise that He would.
When the judgements had been executed and they looked around, they found themselves banished from the garden, with nothing but each other, animal skins to cover themselves and what they had learned about cultivating the ground to sustain them. Life was no longer about tending the garden and administering the kingdom on earth...it was about survival. Being hungry, hot, weary, cold, sore...and all the while remembering what they'd had and how they'd lost it. Arguments instead of conversation. Hard work with little return. Blame. Grief. Depression.
How does anyone deal with loss like that?
Eve had a promise...that her offspring would crush the head of the serpent who had led her astray. That sounds so unrelated to the struggle of the moment, but what it meant was that the place where they were was not the end of the story. Despite what was probably some pretty deep offense, they did not reject each other. On the contrary, there is evidence that they made some effort to console and comfort one another.
Eve bore children.
How many, we really don't know. We only know the names of three....and the third named one did not arrive until after more tragedy struck. Again, there was loss and grief and blame. Cain banished, Abel dead. Yet hope returned once more with the birth of Seth, who, in what must've been a much more marked degree than any of the others as it is especially noted in Genesis 5:3, was in the likeness and image of his father, Adam. Eve recognized God's blessing in the birth of Seth.
Adam lived 800 more years after Seth was born; long enough to hold Noah's father, Lamech, in his arms before he died, if they had all stayed close enough around. Eight generations of offspring could have been taught of the value of following God and the cost of trying to live by one's own judgement from the ones who had lived that lesson at a level no one else could even comprehend.
Adam and Eve show us that it is possible to focus on hope after devastating loss in order to deal with a new reality and find God's purpose there. My struggles are almost laughably minor in comparison; what have I done to find hope in difficult times? How have I tried to pass along what I have learned of God's faithfulness in difficult times to future generations?
Sunday, May 10, 2015
On Being a Mom...
Posted by Lisa Laree to Beer Lahai Roi
This Mother's Day finds me thinking more about being a mom myself than years past; I'm not sure why, other than the youngest graduated from high school last year, so, in theory, the bulk of my parenting years are well behind me.
I commented to someone once when the older kids were still young that I kinda missed being a student. If you're a student, you learn material, you do the work, you study for the tests, you get a grade. Pretty immediate feedback on the effort; you know fairly quickly if you did well or if you failed.
But parenting is different. With parenting, you don't know if you did it right for something like 20 years. And you only get one shot at it. No do-overs.
We have great kids. They are wonderful people. But somehow I have the feeling that if we had done things better, were better parents, they would make choices that would make their lives easier. Maybe we should've been stricter regarding video games; maybe I should've stopped what I was doing and played with them more when they were little. Maybe if I had been a more organized mom, the kids would not struggle with disorganization. Maybe if we had been parents who tucked in and sang songs and said prayers every night, we would have prepared them better somehow to recognize their dreams and follow their passion. Maybe if I hadn't lost my temper that time or that time or that time or that time...or maybe if we had done this or not done that...we'd've been 'A+' parents who gave their kids what they needed to go out and set goals and achieve them.
It's funny...I know that we had to have done things right, because the kids are great people who have (so far, anyway) not made life-crippling choices. But I do see some struggles to establish themselves, and I wonder if we failed them somehow, made life more difficult for them.
And you know...I kinda suspect that this self-doubt is something that plagues most parents of young adults. Because we did the best we knew how to do, and yet, somehow, feel like it wasn't good enough.
But God.
It is God who put in those kids their particular mix of gifts and talents and then put them in my house to raise. I kinda have to assume that He knew what He was doing, even if I didn't. And He has endless stores of grace to make up for where I fell short. AND...He has a greater interest in my kids living out their destiny than I do.
And He has plans for them...plans to prosper them and not to harm them, to give them a hope and a future. He created their inmost being, and He does all things well. They are His workmanship, created to do specific things that He prepared beforehand.
So...I need to give over all my doubts and insecurities and inadequacies and foul-ups and goof-ups and parenting mistakes and let God redeem them all. It would be pretty prideful thinking to believe that I could mess something up beyond God's ability to resurrect and restore it to what He originally intended.
If they will follow Him, it is enough. He will take it from there.
This Mother's Day finds me thinking more about being a mom myself than years past; I'm not sure why, other than the youngest graduated from high school last year, so, in theory, the bulk of my parenting years are well behind me.
I commented to someone once when the older kids were still young that I kinda missed being a student. If you're a student, you learn material, you do the work, you study for the tests, you get a grade. Pretty immediate feedback on the effort; you know fairly quickly if you did well or if you failed.
But parenting is different. With parenting, you don't know if you did it right for something like 20 years. And you only get one shot at it. No do-overs.
We have great kids. They are wonderful people. But somehow I have the feeling that if we had done things better, were better parents, they would make choices that would make their lives easier. Maybe we should've been stricter regarding video games; maybe I should've stopped what I was doing and played with them more when they were little. Maybe if I had been a more organized mom, the kids would not struggle with disorganization. Maybe if we had been parents who tucked in and sang songs and said prayers every night, we would have prepared them better somehow to recognize their dreams and follow their passion. Maybe if I hadn't lost my temper that time or that time or that time or that time...or maybe if we had done this or not done that...we'd've been 'A+' parents who gave their kids what they needed to go out and set goals and achieve them.
It's funny...I know that we had to have done things right, because the kids are great people who have (so far, anyway) not made life-crippling choices. But I do see some struggles to establish themselves, and I wonder if we failed them somehow, made life more difficult for them.
And you know...I kinda suspect that this self-doubt is something that plagues most parents of young adults. Because we did the best we knew how to do, and yet, somehow, feel like it wasn't good enough.
But God.
It is God who put in those kids their particular mix of gifts and talents and then put them in my house to raise. I kinda have to assume that He knew what He was doing, even if I didn't. And He has endless stores of grace to make up for where I fell short. AND...He has a greater interest in my kids living out their destiny than I do.
And He has plans for them...plans to prosper them and not to harm them, to give them a hope and a future. He created their inmost being, and He does all things well. They are His workmanship, created to do specific things that He prepared beforehand.
So...I need to give over all my doubts and insecurities and inadequacies and foul-ups and goof-ups and parenting mistakes and let God redeem them all. It would be pretty prideful thinking to believe that I could mess something up beyond God's ability to resurrect and restore it to what He originally intended.
If they will follow Him, it is enough. He will take it from there.
Friday, May 8, 2015
All Things New: New Study
Posted by Lisa Laree to Beer Lahai Roi
Last week I had a dream; kind of a variation on the school dream...y'know, the one in which you suddenly realize that you are a week from finals and you forgot to go to class for the entire semester.
Only this dream wasn't about school, per se, it was about a Bible study at church that was to be taught online. It had been publicized and had folks signed up. And it wouldn't have been a big deal that I forgot...only I was the teacher. The day after the first class was to have happened, I suddenly realized that I had missed the introductory live chat scheduled for the night before with all the folks who were signed up for the study.
I woke up pondering that. Aside from the look at Holy Week, which was just a short daily deal, I haven't done a study since last fall's look at the Hebrew words for praise, largely because I was neck-deep in our prayer ministry school.
But one of the main reasons I started Beer Lahai Roi was to put a demand on the teaching anointing. When I wrote that first post in April of 2008, I was just a helper/filler-inner in the Friends Club...I didn't see the lead teacher position that was waiting on me in just a couple of months. When the fall came, I was solidly in that position and had plenty demand on the teacher in me.
But now I am back at the place I was in the spring of '08. Maybe even farther back, as I was at least filling in as a teacher then. Now...for this immediate season...there is nothing.
So last week, I dreamed that I had neglected my online study.
It's time to get it cranked up here.
I've been pondering all week what I should do for a study...pick a book of the Bible? A character? A theme?
It was the idea of a theme that resonated...2015 is a year of new beginnings...and I suddenly thought about a look at new beginnings in Scripture. How many folks experienced transition from something to something...and how did they handle it?
I thought of several immediately.
So. This is probably not going to be heavy on the revvy or deep in any way, but I'm going to use the next however many Fridays to take a stroll through Scripture and look at folks who found themselves in a place of new beginnings, where the old paradigms were out the window and new, unexplored territory lay before them.
I haven't done a syllabus...it's going to be something of an unplanned journey. We'll start in Genesis and see what we encounter along the way.
Join me for 'All Things New'...
Last week I had a dream; kind of a variation on the school dream...y'know, the one in which you suddenly realize that you are a week from finals and you forgot to go to class for the entire semester.
Only this dream wasn't about school, per se, it was about a Bible study at church that was to be taught online. It had been publicized and had folks signed up. And it wouldn't have been a big deal that I forgot...only I was the teacher. The day after the first class was to have happened, I suddenly realized that I had missed the introductory live chat scheduled for the night before with all the folks who were signed up for the study.
I woke up pondering that. Aside from the look at Holy Week, which was just a short daily deal, I haven't done a study since last fall's look at the Hebrew words for praise, largely because I was neck-deep in our prayer ministry school.
But one of the main reasons I started Beer Lahai Roi was to put a demand on the teaching anointing. When I wrote that first post in April of 2008, I was just a helper/filler-inner in the Friends Club...I didn't see the lead teacher position that was waiting on me in just a couple of months. When the fall came, I was solidly in that position and had plenty demand on the teacher in me.
But now I am back at the place I was in the spring of '08. Maybe even farther back, as I was at least filling in as a teacher then. Now...for this immediate season...there is nothing.
So last week, I dreamed that I had neglected my online study.
It's time to get it cranked up here.
I've been pondering all week what I should do for a study...pick a book of the Bible? A character? A theme?
It was the idea of a theme that resonated...2015 is a year of new beginnings...and I suddenly thought about a look at new beginnings in Scripture. How many folks experienced transition from something to something...and how did they handle it?
I thought of several immediately.
So. This is probably not going to be heavy on the revvy or deep in any way, but I'm going to use the next however many Fridays to take a stroll through Scripture and look at folks who found themselves in a place of new beginnings, where the old paradigms were out the window and new, unexplored territory lay before them.
I haven't done a syllabus...it's going to be something of an unplanned journey. We'll start in Genesis and see what we encounter along the way.
Join me for 'All Things New'...
Sunday, May 3, 2015
Sweet 16
Posted by Lisa Laree to Beer Lahai Roi
We celebrated the 16th anniversary of our church today...we didn't have a big party and day of remembering, like we did last year, but we did have a video clip made by a number of the associate pastors.
I don't talk an awfully lot about church specifically...oh, it pops up now and again but mostly as backdrop. We've been there since 2001, which seems awfully hard to believe.
It's been amazing.
When we first began attending, before we had decided to make it our church home, I remember commenting to My Sweet Babboo on the way home after a Sunday service (in the renovated space that had been Joe's House of Entertainment...formerly the University Sheraton Inn, a really nice hotel back in the day. All torn down now), 'You know, that church could consume our lives if we let it.' I thought a moment and then added, 'But maybe it's supposed to...'
I never imagined being on the admin staff.
I never thought I'd sew dozens of costumes for all sorts of uses.
I'd've laughed out loud at the idea of working in the girls' ministry.
I've definitely grown and been stretched into new rolls.
Oh, it's not perfect, but what church is? I've made enough blunders and boo boos my own self that I can't even consider being offended if I'm on the other end of a missed cue. We see through a glass darkly...which means that everyone is doing the best they can.
At the end of the day, the passion is to follow hard after God's heart....and I feel incredibly honored to get to be a part of it.
Happy Birthday, Rock Family Worship Center!
We celebrated the 16th anniversary of our church today...we didn't have a big party and day of remembering, like we did last year, but we did have a video clip made by a number of the associate pastors.
I don't talk an awfully lot about church specifically...oh, it pops up now and again but mostly as backdrop. We've been there since 2001, which seems awfully hard to believe.
It's been amazing.
When we first began attending, before we had decided to make it our church home, I remember commenting to My Sweet Babboo on the way home after a Sunday service (in the renovated space that had been Joe's House of Entertainment...formerly the University Sheraton Inn, a really nice hotel back in the day. All torn down now), 'You know, that church could consume our lives if we let it.' I thought a moment and then added, 'But maybe it's supposed to...'
I never imagined being on the admin staff.
I never thought I'd sew dozens of costumes for all sorts of uses.
I'd've laughed out loud at the idea of working in the girls' ministry.
I've definitely grown and been stretched into new rolls.
Oh, it's not perfect, but what church is? I've made enough blunders and boo boos my own self that I can't even consider being offended if I'm on the other end of a missed cue. We see through a glass darkly...which means that everyone is doing the best they can.
At the end of the day, the passion is to follow hard after God's heart....and I feel incredibly honored to get to be a part of it.
Happy Birthday, Rock Family Worship Center!
Friday, May 1, 2015
SSMT Verse 9... Isaiah 46:4
Posted by Lisa Laree to Beer Lahai Roi
May 1. So not...just not.
But that means it's time for the Siesta Scripture Memory Team Verse 9.
I decided earlier this week that I'd use the verse I found stuck in the back of my journal last Monday...
Is. 46:4 - 'Even to your old age and gray hairs, I am he, I am he who will sustain you. I have made you and I will carry you; I will sustain you and I will rescue you.'
Then it occurred to me that I have selected back-to-back verses dealing with God continuing to use and care for His saints even when they might have passed what most would consider to be the prime of life.
I'm not aware of being in any kind of midlife crisis, but I suppose it could be there, lurking in my subconscious somewhere. Or maybe the Holy Spirit is just heading it off before it happens.
He's kinda cool like that.
May 1. So not...just not.
But that means it's time for the Siesta Scripture Memory Team Verse 9.
I decided earlier this week that I'd use the verse I found stuck in the back of my journal last Monday...
Is. 46:4 - 'Even to your old age and gray hairs, I am he, I am he who will sustain you. I have made you and I will carry you; I will sustain you and I will rescue you.'
Then it occurred to me that I have selected back-to-back verses dealing with God continuing to use and care for His saints even when they might have passed what most would consider to be the prime of life.
I'm not aware of being in any kind of midlife crisis, but I suppose it could be there, lurking in my subconscious somewhere. Or maybe the Holy Spirit is just heading it off before it happens.
He's kinda cool like that.
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