Things that go bump....

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Near tragedy is the essence of humor, right?

My Sweet Babboo has been doing a BUNCH of travel.  I got to go with him on one trip, but I was thinking that, while he was gone on one of these excursions this fall, I should just hop in my car and head up the road to visit my folks on the Indiana farm.

Last weekend was the last >3 day trip, so it was really my last chance.  I hemmed and hawed about it, then did a couple of inquiries about time off, and someone to feed the cat...decided on Tuesday the 14th to drive up on Thursday the 16th and come back on Monday the 20th, because Sunday looked to be a windy, stormy day for driving.  Called Mom Tuesday night to make sure it worked for her and it was a go.

But I worked all day Wednesday,  did the small group on Wednesday night, and went home to discover I had forgotten the last load of laundry in the washer and had to run it through again.

It was midnight before I got to bed, and I had nothing prepped for the trip.

So I got a VERY late start on Wednesday, and hit crazy traffic in Nashville.  Like, I-4 level of traffic.  On paper, it's faster to go up I 65 to Indianapolis and then go west to the farm, but that 15 minutes saved is not worth dealing with the heavy traffic all the way to Indy.  So I get off 65 just north of downtown and head over to Clarksville, TN and head up what used to be the Pennyrile Parkway but is now, mostly, I -69.  MUCH less stress and traffic.  Jump off at Elnora, IN, and run up to where US 231 comes in and take that all the way to US 40....through towns like Worthington, Freedom and Cloverdale.  State Rd 75 to County Rd 300  and I can see the lights of home.  Got in around 9 PM local time, with a stop for the Lord's chicken in Hopkinsville, and gas and coffee in Henderson.  It felt like a long drive but I got caught up on one of the podcasts I listen to whilst driving.

It was good to see my folks,  I slept in one of my brothers' old rooms in the basement, mostly because it was easier to get my suitcase down the basement steps than it was to cart it up to the converted attic that was my old bedroom. 

Trees were just beginning to change.

But...Saturday night I went downstairs and took my before-bed meds (comes with being over 60) and drank all the water in my corksicle.  I'd already taken off my shoes and was padding around in my stocking feet; I had some sandals that I wore when I got up at night, and before I was fully dressed, but...I was just going upstairs for more water and I didn't put my shoes on or stop to take off my socks so I could stick my feet in my sandals.

Cue ominous music.

Coming back down the stairs, on the 3rd step from the bottom, my stockinged foot slid on the carpet on the stairs like it was black ice and my foot went out from under me.  I landed on my right lower back, HARD.  Knocked the wind right out of me.

Mom heard me yelp as I fell and the clang of the travel mug on the concrete floor and hollered, "Are you all right?"

I was gasping for air, my back hurt, my head had a bump and I'd twisted my wrist slightly.  I was afraid I had broken a rib.  I finally managed to squeak, "I don't know!" as I slowly sat up on the staircase, gingerly rubbing my head and my wrist and my back, trying to assess what I had done.  I actually didn't hit any bones; I had hit my back right at my waistline, below my ribcage. Soft tissue.  Mom appeared at the top of the steps with her walker, trying to determine what I might have done.  She was relieved that I hadn't broken an ankle or a leg.   The bump on my head and the wrist pain were already fading when I finally stood up but the bruised muscles on my lower back were complaining loudly...I had to use the four-footed cane my dad keeps at the bottom of the steps to get up.  I picked up my travel mug-- slowly, found a towel and laid it on the spilled water...slowly....and went back upstairs to get more water and an ice pack. Very slowly.

I took a full prescription level dose of ibuprofen before I went to bed.  It was not a comfy night.  My back didn't just hurt...the muscles spasmed every time I moved wrong.  Which was almost every time I moved.  

I had intended to meet my brother at church Sunday morning, but I sat at the kitchen table with my folks and watched the service online with an icepack on my back.  20 minutes on, 20 minutes off, more or less, all day.  Another night of trying to avoid setting off the muscle spasms. No way I was driving home on Monday.  I got an extension on the PTO to recover.

Next day I pulled out the hand held e-stim unit I had thrown into the suitcase as a precaution against stiff muscles from the drive.  Kept that going off and on all day.  The worst were the involuntary movements...sneezing, coughing, yawning,  hiccupping...coughing was the absolute worst.  Even a too-deep of a breath would result in muscle spasms.  Thought I might try to go home on Tuesday, so I filled up my gas tank in the barnlot...I *could* get into the car and I *could* manage to drive ...but Monday was another restless night and I wasn't in shape to drive the next morning, even if my back hadn't been hurting.  Fortunately, I had packed extra meds and clothes because...just in case.  And, Tuesday was my mom's birthday, so I got to spend the day with her...with the e-stim buzzing my back all day.  But I was out of medicine and clean clothes after that so I put out a prayer request for good sleep and safe travel, packed up everything, and went to bed.

And actually got a little over 6 hours of sleep...the best I'd had since Friday night.  I loaded up and headed out...and almost turned around after the first 5 miles.  Bumps hurt, right turns hurt, and it was very hard to turn and look over my shoulder.  But I was out of clothes and medicine and  ...I took a breath and kept going, choosing a route that had the fewest turns and merges.

It was a windy day, so that was a bit of a battle as I pretty much retraced my route from the previous week in reverse.  But I wasn't in a hurry...and I had the e-stim going on the whole trip. Got home a bit after 6 on Wednesday and I have never been so glad to see my front door.  First thing I did was pull out my hubby's red light therapy gizmo and wrap it around my waist for 20 minutes.

Slept really well, all things considered, on Wednesday.  Was instructed by my superiors at work to stay home on Thursday and recover.  More e-stim and red light.  Took it easy.  Had a rough night again...didn't really know why.   

So, decided to finally run up to the urgent care clinic and make sure I was doing the right thing.  The NP there told me I had badly bruised muscles, but it was not serious...she encouraged the red light therapy and she did give me a prescription for a steroid and a muscle relaxer to help get the inflammation down.

Managed to get My Sweet Babboo's birthday dinner on the table, with the help of the Princess. and we stayed up playing Jackbox online with all the kids, including the ones in Florida.  Hoping to be able to drive myself to work and back without teeth gritting on Monday at this point, lol.

So...yeah.  DON'T go down stairs in your stocking feet....but all things considered, it could have been MUCH WORSE.  So...I am dealing, lol.

Hope to be back with the Heart study next week.

Here's a hopeful pic from the ol' homestead...

Church and Arts...part 1...

 Posted by Lisa Laree to Beer Lahai Roi

I am part of a creative community that meets up via zoom once a month.  Tonight we discussed connecting within a church as creatives...and, should one leave a congregation if there is no room or opportunity to use one's creative gifting?

I have some ...convictions... about joining/ leaving a church...we, with our western consumer mindset, come to church expecting to receive.  And, if we're not 'fed', then we should go somewhere else, where we are 'fed'...assuming being fed means having someone who as great teaching ability as either the pastor or a lay leader.  I remember once many years ago I spoke with someone I had known as a child, who told me that his family had 'moved their letter' because 'they weren't fed' at their previous church.  I was a rather young adult at the time, but I immediately thought, 'Isn't it a milestone to be feeding yourself?'

I have chewed on that for a long, long time.

I thought I was going to have to write a long post about how we came to be at our current church; turns out I have already posted a nutshell version of the story several years ago....why we stayed at our previous church as long as we did, and why we felt it was time to leave.  There were, of course, lots of details left out.  We were involved in a home church group for a while as we transitioned from one church to another.  It wasn't planned, but it kept us grounded while we found our next place of service.

And, yeah, that's how we saw it.  The next place where we were to serve.  We stayed with the home group until we were asked to take on some leadership positions in our new church, and then we stepped out, speaking in a meeting of how we felt it wouldn't be easy to be committed to two places and we received their blessing.

That was...22ish?  years ago.  We are still at that church.  But how did we pick THAT church?  Out of all of them?

I am going to do a big condensation, leaving out lots of details again, but I am going to hit the more defining highlights.

I will say that we ditched cable and signed up with a Christian satellite TV service in the late 90's.  One of the stations showed a TV program produced by Morningstar; every Sunday we would come home, eat dinner, and be ready to watch that program.  It was 30 minutes long...a worship clip from a conference, which was really weird to me at the time, and about 20 minutes of a message.  We would have to watch 3 - 4 programs to get the whole message (If you clicked through and read the first post, this was what I referred to as being fed by ravens).  In the worship clips, there were shots of some back up singers that I tagged as 'the Older Lady, the Pretty Lady and The Guy'...just because I had no names for them but saw them frequently.

We were visiting different ministries at the time, not really sure where we would end up.  There was one church that we had attended for special services now and then; I'd gotten acquainted with the pastors through my work with teens at our small church.  We really wanted to attend that church but we could not...for whatever reason, our kids hated it.  At one church we visited, the pastor's wife asked us what we were looking for and, kind of to my surprise, I replied, "God saying, 'This one.'"

We were looking for a word.  I had Genesis 12:1 as my verse...for reasons I won't go into now.. "The LORD said...Leave...and go to the land I will show you."

We had saved one church to the last, because of the reputation for...being extra, I guess, lol, and we went on the first Sunday of Spring Break, 2000, while the kids were visiting their grandparents.  The pastor made note of where we were in the crowd (we had inadvertently sat in the youth section, so I guess we were kinda obvious), and he came to us before we got out, which honestly shocked us because there were, like 300 people in that room...and thanked us for coming.  He looked oddly familiar, but I couldn't place it.  We returned with the kids a month later...they loved it...and found out that he and his wife had been associate pastors at the church that hosted most of those conferences we had watched on Sunday afternoons.  Went home that day and popped in one of the VCR recordings we'd made and...they were the Pretty Lady and The Guy.

What were the chances?

I remember commenting to my hubby during those early visits that , 'That church could consume our lives if we let it."  Then, after a moment, 'But maybe it's supposed to..."

By the end of that summer, we felt like we had heard from God, and began the membership classes.

We officially joined in January of 2002.

Has it been perfect? No.  Have my hubby and I gotten crossways at times?  Yes.  Have we been hurt?  Yes.  Have their been golden opportunities to become offended and leave?  Oh, yes.  Have I learned how to deal with that?  Mostly...I'm not perfect and it still flares from time to time.  But our kids grew up there.  Two are in another state, doing kids ministry, one is at another local church, doing kids ministry and also leading children in a local Bible Study Fellowship class, and the fourth is still serving in our church, at one of the satellite campuses. I am on staff now (just hit 16 years early this year).  And I still feel in my bones that this is our place of service.

All of that is to say the point I really want to make...I honestly believe there is one reason to leave a church and one reason to join a church...and they are the same reason: 'God said'.  But wait, you say, my church is bad because blah blah blah (and yes, I know there are bad/ abusive/ or just plain doctrinally wrong churches).  If that is not your place, God will move you...if you listen to him, he will tell you when and how.  If you leave a church wounded or offended, you will take that with you and things at the new place will seem to hit the same wound, even if they really are not.  If you stay in a place longer than you should...you will keep someone from doing what God has called them to do, and you won't be doing what he is calling you to elsewhere.

Because God doesn't call people to a church to sit on a pew and be fed. Sometimes he will sit an individual down for a season...for whatever reason...but ultimately folks are in a church to serve.  When the fallow season has run its course, there will be work to do.  This is not in neglect of one's own home; this is in partnership with it.  Ultimately, one is not serving a pastor or a program...the service is to God.  And God is the one who knows where each of us will serve best.  Serving is growing.

I know there are folks who don't really think God cares where you worship.  As for me...I believe God is actually concerned with details, and that he does have plans and purposes.  Every congregation has a post on the wall...and the people in the congregation have an assignment as well.  And he will guide those who pay attention. Imagine the logistics of bringing all those plans together...no wonder we sometimes have to wait when it doesn't make sense to us.

Blogging Bible Study: The Heart of the Matter - Jeremiah, part 5

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After a weekend away at a state Royal Ranger conference, we are back looking at verses dealing with 'heart/hearts' as translated by the NIV 84, and are coming to the midpoint of Jeremiah.  We have a bit of narrative mixed in with the prophecies and Jeremiah's...laments...no, I take that back.  Jeremiah's complaints.  I will openly agree that Jeremiah's complaint had some merit; chapter 20 starts off  relating how the chief priest had Jeremiah beaten and put into stocks for the doom he was proclaiming (20:1 - 2).  Jeremiah pronounces a judgment upon Pashhur (the priest) that will happen along with the judgment against the nation.  Then, Jeremiah complains to God about his treatment  (it turns out hat every instance of  'Heart' today is the most common word translated as 'heart', Strong's H 3820, Leb - inner man, mind, will, heart, understanding.  Just to save typing it over and over, lol).

But if I say, "I will not mention him or speak any more in his name," his word is in my heart like a fire, a fire shut up in my bones.  I am weary of holding it in; indeed, I cannot." -- Jer. 20: 9,

Jeremiah, having just been beaten and publicly humiliated,  clearly is a reluctant prophet.  He doesn't want to stir up trouble but his proclamations are not politically correct and they are not received well.  So of course, they mistreated Jeremiah and ordered him to stop with the negative judgmental proclamations.  And he tried...he really did...but the word of God was impossible to keep contained.  Ultimately, Jeremiah reminded himself that God was with him...and that those who persecuted him would face judgment.

O Lord Almighty, you who examine the righteous and probe the heart and mind, let me see your vengeance upon them, for to you I have committed my cause. -- Jer. 20:12

Again, we have the reminder that God sees and knows exactly what is in the heart; Jeremiah is quite confident that his heart is right and that those who oppose him...can't say the same.  If one is sticking one's fingers in one's ears and singing Lalalalalalala, there's a very good chance that the heart is not quite square with God and his requirements.  Which, especially if it is a deliberate choice, will bring judgment.

In chapter 22,  God is addressing Josiah's son, Jeohoiakim, contrasting him with his father, who followed God

"But your eyes and your heart are set only on dishonest gain, on shedding innocent blood and on oppression and extortion." -- Jer. 22:17.  The pronouncement extends to Jehoiakim's son, Jehoaichin (aka Shallum)...and the curse against that bloodline is in verse 30, that none of their descendants will sit on David's throne.  Hence the detailed genealogies in Luke, showing that the actual bloodline of Jesus, through his mother Mary, goes through a different descendant of David, Solomon's brother Nathan.

The first bit of chapter 23 is a word about the coming Messiah, but beginning in verse 9 there is a lengthy denouncement of false prophets...and it its sharp.

Jeremiah is speaking in verse 9

Concerning the prophets:  My heart is broken within me; all my bones tremble.  I am like a drunken man, like a man overcome by wine, because of the LORD and his holy words.   -- Jer 23:9. 

It is a bone-crushing responsibility to declare coming judgment to folks who maintain it is not going to happen and who are going to be the very people who suffer when it does.  Jeremiah feels that acutely.

This is what the LORD Almighty says:  "Do not listen to what the prophets are prophesying to you; they fill you with false hopes.  They speak visions from their own minds, not from the mouth of the LORD.  They keep saying to those who despise me, 'The LORD says: You will have peace.'  And to all those who follow the stubbornness of their hearts they say, 'No harm will come to you.' -- Jer. 23:16-17.

Sobering.  What can be done when the leaders of the faith reassure folks that everything is going to be ok, regardless of what those people do or how they relate to God? 

The anger of the LORD will not turn back until he fully accomplishes the purposes of his heart. -- Jer. 23: 20.

This is another reference to God's heart; and, yes, there is judgment there.  There is punishment there.  He will not allow blatant disregard for him or his requirements to go without consequences.   The very laws, statutes and ordinances require it.  Without consequences...there really is no law at all.

"How long will this continue in the hearts of these lying prophets, who prophesy the delusions of their own mind?" -- Jer. 23:26.

I know how aggravating it is when someone speaks on my behalf without clearing it first...or, when someone decides they know what I'm thinking about a topic without even talking to me about it.  Imagine, then, how God must feel when people do that to him.

But there is a ray of hope through all of this.  Judah will go into exile, but God will bring them back home and restore them.

"My eyes will watch over them for their good, and I will bring them back to this land.  I will build them up and not tear them down; I will plant them and not uproot them.  I will give them a heart to know me, that I am the LORD.  They will be my people, and I will be their God, for they will return to me with all their heart."  -- Jer. 24:6-7

The Exile would finally be the consequence that convinced the people of the importance of not mixing their worship of God with ANY other deity. 

Blogging Bible Study: The Heart of the Matter -- Jeremiah, part 4

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A day late, but, well, life happens, lol.  Today our cruise through the NIV84 looking at verses containing 'Heart' or 'Hearts' has brought us to Jeremiah chapter 16.

This chapter opens with God's instruction to Jeremiah to NOT get married and have children, due to the judgement coming upon the land; he is also not to comfort mourners or join celebrations....because the time was soon to come when no one would be able to mourn the dead or celebrate a marriage.  And, of course, the people were going to complain and wonder what they have done to deserve such judgement.  Generations before had forsaken God and worshiped idols.

"But you have behaved more wickedly than your fathers.  See how each of you is following the stubbornness of his own evil heart instead of obeying me." -- Jer. 16:12; 'heart' is Strong's H3820, Leb - inner man, mind, will, heart, understanding.

This is not just the cumulative error of the nation, but also the result of individual error among the people.  They were following their own systems, values, opinions, etc., instead of following God's instructions.

I told you Jeremiah hits hard in the current day...

Chapter 17 is a contrast between the heart that trusts God, and the heart that doesn't...

"Judah's sin is engraved with an iron tool, inscribed with a flint point, on the tablets of their hearts and on the horns of their altars."  Jer. 17:1; 'Hearts' is H3820 again.

Their deliberate choice to not follow God is not something that can be overlooked; it is plain and obvious, affecting their behavior and their worship.

This is what the LORD says, "Cursed is the one who trusts in man, who depends on flesh for his strength and whose heart turns away from the LORD." -- Jer. 17:5; 'Heart' is, once again, H 3820.

I know we usually associate 'strength' with, like, military strength, as in the kings who made alliances with pagan nations rather than trusting in God to deliver them when they were threatened by foreign armies (and were called out on it)...but I think this also applies to human reasoning...or expecting political leaders to solve all the problems.  It has a broader application than just political alliances.  It kind of puts a demand on all of us to see where our trust truly lies.

The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure.  Who can understand it?  "I the LORD search the heart and examine the mind, to reward a man according to his conduct, according to what his deeds deserve."  -- Jer. 17:9-10; 'Heart' is, again, H 3820 in both verses.

I have mentioned this before but it is worth hammering home.  God knows EXACTLY what is in an individual's heart. He KNOWS where we are ignoring that nagging thing that tries to remind us of the right thing; he KNOWS where we are choosing to believe a narrative that indulges some desire that is not entirely admirable.  He KNOWS.  We can fool others, we can even fool ourselves, but we can't fool Him.  

Chapter 18 begins with the famous trip to the potter's house, where Jeremiah watches a potter remake a defective pot into something else. God explains the lesson of the potter, and instructs Jeremiah to warn the people of impending disaster and exhort them to repent and change....

"But they will reply, 'It's no use  We will continue with our own plans; each of us will follow the stubbornness of his evil heart.'" -Jer. 18:12; 'heart' is, once more, H 3820.

I can't imagine someone actually verbalizing that response, but I can very well see them shrug off Jeremiah's  warnings as the ramblings of a crazed fanatic...which, in effect, is the same.  No understanding of their situation, and no intent to change anything about their daily life.

Sort of like getting that speech from the doctor about changing diet and exercise habits....which I just heard this week and am struggling with, lol (transparency....).  Hearing is one thing.  Heeding and applying is something else altogether.

Hodgepodge for Fall

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Because the autumnal equinox caught me completely off guard, I was looking for something to help the ol' brain make the paradigm shift.  And it so happened that this week's Hodgepodge questions are about...fall. 

Clicking the picture link will take you to home base, where all the Fall posts will be linked up...

1. Fall officially rolls into the Northern Hemisphere on Monday (9/22)...what's your favorite thing about fall?

Probably when we can turn off the AC and open the windows for a bit.  It won't be long before we have to turn on the heat but it is lovely while it lasts.

2. What's one thing on your real or proverbial autumn bucket list? 

Hm...fall bucket list...maybe doing a week long stay cation to do some serious pre-holiday housecleaning?  Real or proverbial?   Um, probably proverbial...life is busy... 

3. Apples, pumpkins, sweet potatoes, butternut squash and cranberries are some of the top fall foods. Which one is your favorite and how do you like it prepared? Any on the list you don't eat? Which one have you had most recently? 

Probably my FAVORITE is apples.  Especially in the fall.  Apple cider, apple pie, stewed apples...and just enjoyed as they come, sweet and crisp.  I am not a huge fan of cooked squash...pumpkin pie being an exception.  Not part of the question...but I am over Pumpkin Spice Everything, lol.  And I'm sure I have eaten something apple the most recently of all the things on that list.

4. 'Fall is proof that change is beautiful' is a popular sentiment. Would you agree or no? Elaborate.

The flaming color before winter drab is one of my favorite seasons. It is edged out slightly by spring, to be sure, but a lovely fall day with time to enjoy the color is high up on the 'it don't get better than this' list.   The last couple of years have not been full out color due to weather conditions in these parts; hope springs eternal that this fall will show out. And, you know, God could have just had the leaves fall off the trees, but he designed it so that they change to vibrant colors first.  Amazing. 

  5. Is there a spot near you where people go to see the leaves change color? Will you try to leaf peep somewhere this fall? Lonely Planet lists the following ten places as the best for leaf peeping...of those listed which would you most like to visit? 

Stowe, Vermont~Shenandoah National Park, Virginia~Columbia River Gorge, Oregon~Zion National Park, Utah~Tennessee/North Carolina border~West Virgina~Northwestern Wyoming~Wisconsin Northwoods~Northern Nevada~Ozark Highlands Scenic Byway, Arkansas

We actually live at the base of what passes for a mountain in these parts; in the right conditions, it is breathtaking, so I don't have to travel far, although a lot of folks do head up into the Smoky Mountains for leaf peeping.  Last year, though, I actually happened to be travelling through Tennessee, Virginia, and North Carolina at the end of October and I can tell you that the 80 miles of Virginia I traveled were absolutely SPECTACULAR.  Much better than our local area that time.  It was a real treat...and it pained me that I was driving alone and had no one to share it with.  Couldn't even take a photo because...driving...   

6. Insert your own random thought here. 

Has the Invasion of the Giant Skeletons hit as hard elsewhere as it has hit in the Rocket City? Two houses on my street have already got a 12-foot skeleton with a couple of 5-foot buddies hanging out in their front yards.  It was a novelty a couple of years ago but now...well, someone's making a bunch of money off of those things...

Blogging Bible Study: The Heart of the Matter -- Jeremiah, part 3

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Today's look at 'Heart/ Hearts' is from Jeremiah chapters 11 - 15.  There is a sort of pattern emerging; Jeremiah receives a prophecy from God, and then he and God have a bit of a chat about it.  Chapters 11 and 12  and chapters 14 and 15 both follow that pattern; chapter 13 is God instructing Jeremiah.  We've got 5 verses from these chapters.

God is speaking in our first selection; I will include the previous verse for context.

"From the time I brought you forefathers up from Egypt until today, I warned them again and again, saying 'Obey me.'  But they did not listen or pay attention; instead, they followed the stubbornness of their evil hearts.  So I brought on them all the curses of the covenant I had commanded them to follow but that they did not keep."  -- Jer. 11:8; 'hearts' is Strong's H3820: Leb - inner man, mind, will, heart, understanding.  

This is a theme that is repeated in Jeremiah...that God had instructed the people, warned the people,  called the people to obedience but they consistently did what they wanted instead of what he instructed. The consequences escalated as time passed, but the people still refused to adhere to God's commandments. 

Another repeated theme in Jeremiah is the outright hostility that was aimed at him because he spoke what God told him to speak.  Jeremiah has learned of a plot against his life in 11:18-19; his response to God is verse 20:

"But, O LORD Almighty, you who judge righteously  and test the heart and mind, let me see your vengeance upon them, for to you I have committed my cause."  -- Jer. 11:20; 'heart' is, once more, H3820.

Jeremiah put his trust in God to protect and deliver him; in the next verses, God assures Jeremiah that judgment will fall on those who were threatening him.

In the next verse we are considering, Jeremiah is again struggling with understanding what God is doing; speaking of the 'wicked and faithless', he says

"You have planted them, and they have taken root; they grow and bear fruit.  You are always on their lips but far from their hearts."  -- Jer. 12:2 ; 'heart' here is Strong's  H 3629. kiya -- kidneys, reins; figuratively, the mind... interior self... the seat of the desires and affections.

This is similar to the verse we had last week about folks not having circumcised hearts; they went through the motions of devotion to God, but that's all it was.  Checking the boxes.

In chapter 13, we see the illustration of the ruined linen belt...that Jeremiah had purchased, worn, then buried for a time, then dug up again.   God is speaking, explaining what it meant.

"These wicked people, who refuse to listen to my words, who follow the stubbornness of their hearts and go after other gods to serve and worship them, will be like this belt -- completely useless!" -- Jer. 13:10; 'heart' is H 3820 again.

It is worth mentioning...again...that the Hebrews had not completely forsaken God.  No, they still went to the temple and did the sacrifices and observed the holidays, but they had added in worship of the local pagan gods as well.  As if serving God was not sufficient for them...or as if God was not capable of keeping his end of the covenant.  Which was why they were so aggravated at Jeremiah.  They were doing the stuff!  They were serving God!  What difference did it make if they also poured out a little wine for  the god their (friend, spouse, inlaws, etc) also served?  Why would God care?  They were observing his rituals...right?  Bur...mixed loyalty isn't loyalty.  They didn't understand that they couldn't serve both light and darkness. That sort of devotion was...and is...completely useless.

And that sort of mixed loyalty broke both the law and the heart of God.

Then the LORD said to me, "Even if Moses and Samuel were to stand before me, my heart would not go out to this people.  Send them away from my presence! Let them go!"   -- Jer. 15:1; 'Heart' here is Strong's H 5315, Nepes - soul, self, life, creature, person, appetite, mind, living being, desire, emotion, passion....a breathing creature...breath

This is God's heart that is being referenced here; God's breath, God's emotion, God's passion.  Jeremiah had tried to plead for mercy for the people; God refused to hear him.  The error of the people had become so grievous that judgment was inevitable.  There was no turning back, based on a plea for mercy.  Now, had the people truly repented...there might have been hope.  But intercession on their behalf would not generate any mercy.  In fact, God had forbidden Jeremiah to even pray for them (Jer. 11:14)  Because those people were determined to do what they wanted. 

Blogging Bible Study: The Heart of the Matter - Jeremiah, part 2

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Jumping back into the study after the annual women's conference, we are arriving at  Jeremiah 5 in our tour through the NIV 84 translation, looking at words translated as 'heart' or 'hearts'.

God is speaking here:

"But these people have stubborn and rebellious hearts; they have turned aside and gone away."  -- Jer. 5:23; 'Hearts' is Strong's H3820, leb - inner man, mind will, heart, understanding.

Just for grins, I looked up the words translated 'stubborn' (H5637, sarar) and 'rebellious'  (H4784, mara) and found that together they imply stubborn, rebellious, disobedient...examples are an untamed cow or a son who refuses to submit to his father.  This is not only how God described the folks in the time leading up to the Babylonian exile, but, pretty much a summation of how the people have acted from the time they came out of Egypt.   They had some revivals under kings who feared God, but when left on their own...they 'turned aside and went away.'  That was the result of having stubborn and rebellious hearts.

The next verse is from a sermon Jeremiah preached at the temple, with a couple preceding verses for context; he's repeating what God told him to say:

"For when I brought your forefathers out of Egypt and spoke with them, I did not just give them commands about burnt offerings and sacrifices, but I gave them this command: Obey me, and I will be your God and you will be my people.  Walk in all the ways I command you, that it may go well with you.  But they did not listen or pay attention; instead, they followed the stubborn inclinations of their evil hearts.  They went backward and not forward." Jer.7:22-24; 'hearts' is H3820 again.

Literally, the Israelites went backwards; when they were at Kadesh Barnea, on the threshold of the promise, they rebelled and ...instead of going into the land, retreated and wandered around in the wilderness for 40 years.  Obedience would have taken them straight to the promise.  As I mentioned above, this has been the case right from the birth of the nation.  I would also say...right from the earliest days of humanity, if we're being honest...Adam and Eve definitely went backwards and not forwards.

Jeremiah 8:18 is Jeremiah's response to another word from God about judgment to come:

O my Comforter in sorrow, my heart is faint within me.  -- 'Heart' is, once more, H 3820.

Jeremiah is know for his grieving over the nation; his message was hard for him to carry, not just because the people rejected it, but because he mourned for the suffering the people endured. Chapter 9 contains a dialogue between the lamenting of Jeremiah and the response of God.   I'm listing all the pertinent verses together; all of them come in responses from God:

"Their tongue is a deadly arrow; it speaks with deceit.  With his mouth each speaks cordially to his neighbor, but in his heart he sets a trap for him."

The LORD said, "It is because they have forsaken my law, which I set before them; they have not obeyed me or followed my law.  Instead, they have followed the stubbornness of their hearts; they have followed the Baals, as their fathers taught them."

"The days are coming," declares the LORD, "when I will punish all who are circumcised only in the flesh --Egypt, Juda, Edom, Ammon, Moab and all who live in the desert in distant places.  For all these nations are really uncircumcised, and even the whole house of Israel is uncircumcised in heart."  -- Jer. 9:8; 'heart' is Strong's H7130 - qereb - midst, inner part, middle;   9: 14 and 26; 'heart' is H 3820 in both those verses.  

Deceit, stubbornness, idolatry...all descriptions of the hearts of the folks who may have gone through the physical act of circumcision but never applied that principle to the heart.  And, it's interesting...God pretty much declares that the physical circumcision counts for nothing unless it reflects a circumcised heart.

This is the Rise...

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This weekend was our annual women's conference at church; it's always the weekend after Labor Day but this year, being as how Labor Day was Sept. 1, it just feels like it came REALLY EARLY.

Like, I wasn't ready.  I'm still stuck somewhere in June, I think.

And this year was different. We partnered with Krista Smith and her B.I.G. Ladies' Club ministry for a conference titled 'This is the Rise'... and we were challenged to 'rise up' like Deborah.  

It inspired me, a bit, to think about Deborah.  We kinda get the idea that Deborah appeared under the palm tree and began dispensing wisdom to Israel, and shortly called Barak to go after Sisera and defeat him...mostly because that story happens completely in Judges 4, and she sings about it in Judges 5.  But, here's what hit me over the weekend....

The Israelites had been oppressed by the Canaanite king Jabin, and his captain Sisera for 20 years when they cried out to God for help (Judges 4:3).  My first reaction was... why did they endure it for 20 years before they asked for help? ...but that's not really part of the story.

Except that we read that Deborah was leading Israel at that time, and she 'held court' under the 'Palm of Deborah' (Judges 4:4).

Here's the thing...we don't know how long Deborah had been meeting folks under that palm tree.  In fact, what I heard in my spirit when I was thinking about it was, "It wasn't known as 'the Palm of Deborah' when she first went there."

When did Deborah 'rise up'? (Judges 5:7)  At what point in those 20 years did she first sit under a palm tree?

I may actually write a story about it sometime...but my thought processes took me to a young lady who was desperate to get some time with her God, and who, at some point, took a short walk away from the everyday setting and sat down under a random  palm tree and poured her heart out to God and was refreshed.  So maybe the next day, or maybe three or four days later, she went back.  And went back again.  And, eventually, this became her regular practice.  

She was regularly communing with God.

Eventually, folks noticed this.  And maybe, one day, one of her neighbors timidly interrupted Deborah's seeking time to ask her to pray for her.  And Deborah did...and got an answer for her.

Which was an accurate word for her situation and told the neighbor that God saw her and heard her.  She told another neighbor, who also came to Deborah with a problem, and who also got a word from God...and...word spread, and eventually the palm tree was designated as Deborah's and people were coming regularly; tribal leaders consulted with her.

She was leading Israel.

This whole process probably took years.  YEARS.  She was likely a grandmother by this time.

But when the people cried out for help, Deborah was positioned to hear from God and give instruction to defeat the enemy.  She didn't just pop up in charge of things; it was a culmination of small moments of obedience over a Very Long Time.

This was  my take away from the weekend; I must become more consistent with those small moments.    True confession: I have been coasting for some time.  I repent.  I need to just go to the palm tree... and keep going.

Beginner artwork inspired by Deborah's sojourns under the palm tree....

Blogging Bible Study: The Heart of the Matter - Jeremiah, part 1

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Well, our slow but steady crawl through the NIV 84, looking at words translated as 'heart' or 'hearts' has brought us to the book of Jeremiah.  It was almost 31 years ago that my teen Sunday School class embarked on a study of  Jeremiah and I was kinda intimidated...so I bought an International Inductive Study Bible so I had something I could use to dig into that, which led me into a whole new dimension of personal Bible study.  And every time I have worked through any study of Jeremiah, something new always hits me about how absolutely parallel that book is to the current day. So I am kinda expectant as we head into Jeremiah this week.

We hit several verses about heart/ hearts in chapters three and four, so that's what we'll look at today.

Starting off in the middle of a discussion about the faithlessness of Israel and Judah.

"Because Israel's immorality mattered so little to her, she defiled the land and committed adultery with stone and wood. In spite of all this, her unfaithful sister Judah did not return to me with all her heart, but only in pretense, " declares the LORD.  -- Jer. 3:9 - 10; 'heart' is Strong's H 3820, Leb - inner man, mind will, heart, understanding.

We do see a semblance of revival in the last days of Judah; under king Josiah the nation purged themselves of much of the idolatry that had crept in under the reigns of his father and grandfather.  BUT, when Josiah was killed in battle, the nation quickly went back to mixing the worship of other gods into their practices.  A revival that was a revival so long as it was the thing approved by the bigwigs, but once devotion to God alone fell out of favor with the ruling class...it was gone.  'Only in pretense' is the case where folks say and do the stuff...but give it up when it doesn't get them the affirmation from others that they were looking for.  Dare I say that's what happens when kids who grew up active in an evangelic church deconstruct once they are off on their own?  When they mix in a crowd of folks that not only does NOT affirm their beliefs, but openly ridicules them as outdated or ignorant?  Because the heart was never truly engaged?  Just something to consider...

"Return, faithless people," declares the LORD, "for I am your husband.  I will choose you -- one from a town and two from a clan-- and bring you to Zion. Then I will give you shepherds after my own heart, who will lead you with knowledge and understanding." -- Jer. 3:14-15; 'Heart' is H 3820 again.

This is a reference to God's heart...and I almost wonder if it is a reference to David, who was a shepherd that was known as a man after God's own heart.  David made mistakes, but fundamentally he was a man who truly pursued God from his heart.  When he messed up, he owned his error and repented, which may be the clearest indication of one who is 'after God's heart'.  Not that the individual always does the right thing...but that s/he takes ownership when s/he slips into self interest and gets crosswise with God's purposes, then honestly repents.  A people who returns to God from their hearts will be blessed with leaders who also are truly after God's heart.  But those who are in pretense...well, that has its consequences as well....

"At that time they will call Jerusalem The Throne of the LORD, and all nations will gather in Jerusalem to honor the name of the LORD.  No longer will they follow the stubbornness of their evil hearts."  --  Jer. 3:17; 'Hearts' is, once again, H3820.

The contrast here ...honoring the name of the Lord vs. following the stubbornness of an evil heart...is a succinct summary of the choice of mankind.  A heart that is not after God is not a trustworthy guide.

"Circumcise yourselves to the LORD, circumcise your hearts, you men of Judah and people of Jerusalem, or my wrath will break out and burn like fire because of the evil you have done -- burn with no one to quench it."  -- Jer. 4:4;   "Hearts' here is Strong's H 3824, Lebab - inner man, mind, will, heart, soul, understanding.

Circumcision was, of course, the physical mark of dedication to God; a pastor friend of mine has referred to circumcision as 'removing excess flesh that  hinders reproduction'.  I think both concepts apply.  Firstly, identify yourself as belonging to God with an irrevocable mark...and, secondly,  get rid of  the aspects of appetite that would deter one from following God whole heartedly. Because doing otherwise brings...consequences.

Describing the judgment to come, we have

"In that day," declares the LORD, "the king and the officials will lose heart, the priests will be horrified, and the prophets will be appalled." -- Jer. 4:9; 'heart' is H 3820 once more.

The day the judgment that no one believed was coming would be horrific to all of those who had denied it...and, if you read Jeremiah through (not just the 'heart' verses) you'll find that EVERYONE...from the king to the priests to most of the prophets...were denying it.  But it happened, just as prophesied by the true prophets.  

For context, Jeremiah is talking about the visions he has seen in verses 13 - 26 

O Jerusalem, wash the evil from your heart and be saved.  How long will you harbor wicked thoughts?  -- Jer. 4:14; 'heart' is H 3820 again.

Jeremiah is, by and large, one long plea to the people of God to repent and return to him. Honest repentance is always an option.  But people don't want to repent...

"Your own conduct and actions have brought this upon you.  This is your punishment.  How bitter it is!  How it pierces to the heart!  Oh, my anguish, my anguish!  Oh, the agony of my heart!  My heart pounds within me, I cannot keep silent.  For I have heard the sound of the trumpet; I have heard the battle cry."   -- Jer. 4:18-19; all three instances of 'heart' are H 3820.

Jeremiah is known as the Weeping Prophet, because he recorded his laments (we'll hit Lamentations next) but this is an example.  He truly mourned over the fate of the people; even more so that they didn't believe his warnings, but accused him of treason/ colluding with the Babylonians when he was genuinely calling the people to repent to avoid the coming judgment.  He had prophetically seen what was coming and it broke his heart.

Blogging Bible Study: The Heart of the Matter - Isaiah, part 6

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We are arriving at the end of Isaiah in our tour through scripture looking at verses pertaining to heart/ hearts in the NIV 84. 

Starting one verse early, for context...

For our offenses are many in your sight, and our sins testify against us, and we acknowledge our iniquities: rebellion and treachery against the LORD, turning our backs on our God, fomenting oppression and revolt, uttering lies our hearts have conceived. -- Is. 59:12-13; 'hearts' is Strong's H3820, Leb -- inner man, mind, will, heart, understanding.

There's a lot in that passage; confession and acknowledgement of offense, sin, rebellion...but what jumped out at me is 'uttering lies our hearts have conceived'.  We've talked before of self-deception, and this struck me as an example of that.  Of course, this no doubt covers a lie that is construed intentionally and used maliciously, but it's more insidious when the lie masquerades as a 'personal truth' or some such thing.  A simple version of this lie...'one time won't hurt'...has been the downfall of many folks, but there are much deeper and more sinister self deceptions that in truth, would not hold up to serious, honest scrutiny.  But part of the deception is avoiding any kind of challenge to it.

But there's a reversal in Isaiah 59; the confession and repentance brings about God's redemption, and chapter 60 describes the restoration afterward.  That's the context of the next verse.

Then you will look and be radiant, your heart will throb and swell with joy; the wealth on the seas will be brought to you, to you the riches of the nations will come.  -- Is. 60:5; 'heart' is Strong's H3824, Lebab - inner man, mind, heart, will, soul, understanding.

Joy can be a physical feeling...  and there is nothing like the joy of restoration.

But...restoration for one can mean vengeance for another.

This is the LORD speaking - "For the day of vengeance was in my heart, and the year of my redemption has come." -- Is. 63:4; 'heart' is H 3820 again.

This is actually a reference to God's heart, which we haven't seen in a while.  And...something that should cause us all to pause and reflect...vengeance is in God's heart.  He has grace for all, but there is a time appointed when the grace has been refused for the last time.  After that...what is redemption for some is vengeance for others.

We are taking huge leaps in these closing chapters; the next verse is in chapter 65; God is speaking to those who have abandoned following him (65:11)

"My servants will sing out of the joy of their hearts, but you will cry out from anguish of heart and wail in brokenness of spirit." -- Is. 65:14; both instances of 'heart' are H 3820.

Two different heart conditions...joy and anguish...result from two different life choices: serve God...or not.  It doesn't get much more plain or simple than that.

And, finally, the last verse in Isaiah to reference 'heart' is 66:14, but I'm starting in 13 for context; that's the end of a word from the Lord

"As a mother comforts her child, so I will comfort you; and you will be comforted over Jerusalem."  When you see this, your heart will rejoice and you will flourish like grass; the hand of the LORD will be made known to his servants, but his fury will be shown to his foes.  'Heart' is H3820 once more.

Those who have repented of their wrongdoing and have served the LORD will have joy of heart and will know the hand of God...but those who oppose him will not have that blessing.  Really hammering home that consequence.

That's a good reminder to do a heart check for the deception that perverts the view of God.  And maybe remember Deut. 30:19...

It's been 45 years...

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On August 16, 1980, My Sweet Babboo and I said our vows,  exchanged the rings,  cut the cake, and then took off on the first adventure as Mr and Mrs.

After the trip, we settled in The Rocket City, about an hour and a half out of Chattanooga.  

And for the next 45 years, we kept saying we should go to Chattanooga and do the stuff.  So, last weekend being the anniversary of that trip down the aisle, we booked a hotel near downtown and did...a lot of the stuff, lol. 

We had three days;  Day 1 was the Aquarium

Two pavilions and a 3-D Imax theater.  And lots of walking, especially since we walked over to it.  Definitely worth it.

Saturday, we had tickets for an excursion train.  

Three hours at an average of about 13 MPH, lol, but gorgeous views along the Hiwassee and  Ocoee rivers, with a stop for lunch at  a split town...Copper Hill, TN/ McCaysville GA. Ate some fantastic brisket, did a bit of shopping,  then hopped back on the train for the return trip.  My Sweet Babboo is already looking for tickets to do it again in the fall...

Saturday was our anniversary, and I woke up with 'The Top of the World' by Karen Carpenter stuck in my head.  But it was appropriate; we took the incline railway up Lookout Mountain.  

On the top of the world, indeed....

We  walked down to the historical sites and watched the multi-media presentation about the battle of  Chattanooga; lots of interesting things to learn.  The railway is a great way to get up the mountain...but it's a bit awkward to walk to and from seats in the car, due to the slant of the floor.

We didn't manage to see Ruby Falls or Rock City; maybe another time, lol.  

It was a great weekend away...but I still don't know how 45 years have gone by so fast...

Blogging Bible Study: The Heart of the Matter - Isaiah, Part 5

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So we are in the latter part of Isaiah in our look at 'Heart/ Hearts' through the NIV 84 translation; starting in chapter 46 today.

"Remember this, fix it in mind, take it to heart, you rebels."  -- Is. 46:8; 'Heart' is the Hebrew word that has been translated as 'heart', Strong's H3820, Leb - inner man, mind will, heart, understanding.

God is speaking here, and is about to reiterate to the audience who he is and what he does. And he is exhorting them to pay attention and remember it....cause, like, it's kinda important.  Might help their decision making..

The next verse refers to the time when God's people are restored to their land and flourishing; referring to children born in a time of bereavement but have grown up to prosperity:

"Then you will say in your heart, 'Who bore me these?  I was bereaved and barren; I was exiled and rejected.  Who brought these up?  I was left all alone, but these -- where have they come from?'" -- Isaiah 49:21; 'Heart' here is the second most common Hebrew word translated as 'heart'.. Strong's H3824, Lebab - Inner man, mind, will, heart, soul, understanding. 

This is an inner amazement at the way things have turned around.  After a time of such extreme hardship, now not only are the people prospering but their children are as well.  It's almost too much to take in.

Still talking to the restored remnant here:

"Hear me, you who know what is right, you people who have my law in your hearts:  do not fear the reproach of men or be terrified by their insults."  -- Isaiah 51:7; 'Hearts' is H3820 again.

That's a the foundation of knowing and doing what is right...having the law of God in the heart.  This isn't just learned information; this is fundamental identity. What is in the heart determines how an individual lives his or her life.

The rest of the verses we'll look at this week are in chapter 57..the first part of the chapter describes folks who are following their own ideas of right/ wrong and ignoring God, with two verses using 'Heart/ hearts':

The righteous perish, and no one ponders it in his heart; devout men are taken away, and no one understands that the righteous are taken away to be spared from evil. -- Is. 57:1; 'Heart' is H 3820 again.

This verse kinda slapped me.  Righteous folks were dying...or being taken into captivity...and God says it was to spare them from evil.  And no one was considering the pattern or wondering why.  The point isn't what God was doing to protect the righteous from the evil that was coming...the point is that the hearts of the folks were so far removed from following God that they failed utterly to consider what it might mean.

God goes on to iterate the wickedness of those who were left in the land to bear the coming evil.  Sorcery, rebellion, idolatry...it was bad.

Whom have you so dreaded and feared that you have been false to me, and have neither remembered me nor pondered this in your hearts? -- Is. 57:11; 'Hearts' is H 3820 again.

Who is bigger, more powerful, more to be reverenced and in-awe-of than God?  But the people of God had apparently considered another to be more worthy of fear and reverence, as they abandoned the worship of God to follow other practices.  And, again, did not consider the impact of this.  Kinda like Scarlett O'Hara...they shrugged it off, no doubt to 'think about it tomorrow'.

Nothing good can come of putting off considering God's viewpoint on things.

The end of chapter 57, however, shows the value of repentance, and the last verse from today comes from that section.

For this is what the high and lofty One says -- he who lives forever, whose name is holy: "I live in a high and holy place, but also with him who is contrite and lowly in spirit, to revive the spirit of the lowly and to revive the heart of the contrite." -- Is. 57:15; 'Heart' is, once more, H 3820.

I did a quick search for a definition of 'contrite' and this is what popped up first...feeling or expressing remorse or penitence; affected by guilt

The one who recognizes his/her wrongdoing for what it is and is repentant...that is a contrite person.  And this person is one that God will make his dwelling, to revive the heart and the spirit.

So...once God's word, God's laws, God's character are taken into consideration and pondered in the heart, the response should be repentance...and that brings God and his blessings near.

Blogging Bible Study - The Heart of the Matter: Isaiah, part 4

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Halfway through Isaiah in our look at 'Heart/hearts' in the entire Bible (as reported in the NIV 84 Exhaustive concordance), we have some very meaty verses in today's section.

Starting with the first.  I could probably do a whole post on just this one...

The LORD says, "These people come near to me with their mouths, but their hearts are far from me.  Their worship is made up only of rules taught by men."  -- Is. 29:13; 'hearts' is the most common Hebrew word translated 'heart' -- Strong's H 3820, Leb - inner man, mind, will, heart, understanding.

Friends, this is social religion.  Doing the thing because, well, it is what one does.  Doesn't matter if that thing is leaving a bit of one's possession along a walking path so as to not go farther afield than what has been determined an appropriate distance to travel on a particular day, or going through the motions of a church service...of whatever doctrine/denomination...without actually engaging in what is happening.  And that can describe someone in a two-stepping rambunctious worship set just as much as in a  stand-up-sit-down responsive reading.  It's not a question of what, exactly, one is doing during a time of worship; it's a question of where one's heart is positioned.  Am I regarding the voice of the Spirit?  Listening for correction and encouragement; thankful for all the grace I have been shown?  Or am I thinking about...something else?  It's easy to fall into routine and giving everyone around us the impression that I am being pious, or am abandoning myself to uninhibited worship...when, in fact, I am more concerned about the opinion of other people...not God.  Sort of like Barnabas bringing the proceeds from a property sale to the church...and Ananias and Sapphira deciding they wanted the same good opinion Barnabas got, only they didn't want to give it all up.  Just look like they did.  (Acts 5).  And...let's just say it kinda backfired.  Because God knows our true motives.  Even if we lie to ourselves and pretend really well that our motives are altruistic.  God knows the truth.

Like I said, I could do a whole post on that but I gotta keep going.

The next verse is from a passage describing Israel's rejoicing when God's deliverance comes

And you will sing as on the night you celebrate a holy festival; your hearts will rejoice as when people go up with flutes to the mountain of the LORD, to the Rock of Israel. -- Is. 30:29; 'Hearts' is the second most common Hebrew word translated 'Heart',  Strong's H 2834, Lebab -- inner man, mind, will, heart, soul, understanding.

There is something so...joyful...about a rejoicing heart.  This verse reminds me of a couple of dreams I had years ago.  One was just a simple outing...as I recall, our church choir was on a picnic in the fall.  We were making piles of leaves and jumping in them like we were little kids, having an absolute ball.  That's what stood out to me when I woke up; that child like sense of just pure fun.  The other, which I don't remember happening particularly close to the first one, also involved some of the choir, only we were taking a perilous journey; the feeling I had was that we were fleeing government agents who were  rounding up believers.  We clambered through mountainous terrain, over old ruins, along chasms, and finally arrived at a massive amphitheater that was in the top of a mountain...like an extinct volcano crater.  I'm not sure why that was safe, but it clearly was as thousands of other believers were pouring into the amphitheater from all directions, worshiping as we gathered.  Again, I woke up with a sense of joy and wonder and, yes, a glad heart.

Those were good dreams, lol.

Here's another verse about God's deliverance; encouraging those who are giving up:

Strengthen the feeble hands, steady the knees that give way; say to those with fearful hearts, "Be strong and do not fear; your God will come with vengeance; with divine retribution, he will come to save you."  Is. 35:3-4; 'hearts' is H 3820 again.

I had never considered those two verses together; I'd always just focused on verse 3, about strengthening arms and knees.  But verse 4 explains WHY the arms and knees are weak; the hearts are fearful.  But if one really knows that rescue is coming, soon...that's hope that brings strength.

Isaiah 40 is the basis for some of the most recognizable bits of Handel's Messiah, and our next verse shows up there as well...at least, the King James version of it,

He tends his flock like a shepherd:  He gathers the lambs in his arms and carries them close to his heart; he gently leads those who have young. -- Is. 40:11; 'Heart' is a word we have only seen once so far, Strong's H 2436, heq -- bosom, hollow bottom, midst.  KJV renders this 'carries them in his bosom', which, technically, is 'close to his heart', which is the phrasing that makes the most sense to our modern ears.

Messiah as shepherd is an imagery that Jesus himself used (John 10)  -- the Good Shepherd who truly cared for his sheep...and the sheep knew his voice and followed him.  Of course he would carry the lamb near his heart.

Getting the previous verse here, for context...

Who handed Jacob over to become loot, and Israel to plunderers?  Was it not the LORD, against whom we have sinned?  For they would not follow his ways; they did not obey his law.  So he poured out on them his burning anger, the violence of war.  It enveloped them in flames, yet they did not understand; it consumed them, but they did not take it to heart. -- Is. 42:24-25; 'Heart' is 3820 again.

Punishment, judgement,  consequences...all descended upon the kingdoms of Israel and Judah, because of their idolatry, but they put it down to anything BUT God.  They did not do any kind of self - appraisal, because that would have led them to repentance.  It is dangerously easy to convince ourselves that events are caused by circumstances outside our control...when, in fact, they are simply consequences of our own behavior.  Cain, for instance, had his error laid plainly before him by God.  Yet...he didn't take it to heart, and killed Abel instead.  It really is inescapable...what we sow, we will reap.  Unless there is genuine repentance.  Which means taking God's word to heart.

One more.

This one is in a passage discussing the uselessness of idols

He feeds on ashes, a deluded heart misleads him; he cannot save himself, or say, "Is not this thing in my right hand a lie? -- Is. 44:20; 'heart' is H 3820 again.

'His deluded heart misleads him....'  Is there a better description of the larger part of our western society today?  Walking around with a deluded, deceived heart...to the point that lies are not even detectable any more.  That is a sad state of affairs.  

And all that's necessary is...to take the warnings to heart.  Serve God whole-heartedly.

It starts with paying attention to Him.

Blogging Bible Study: The Heart of the Matter - Isaiah, part 3

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Our cruise through the Bible looking at the words translated 'heart' or 'hearts' in the NIV84 has brought us to Isaiah 19,  which is a prophecy against Egypt.  Let's just list out the verses that contain 'Heart/hearts' and look at them together:

An oracle concerning Egypt:  See the LORD rides on a swift cloud and is coming to Egypt.  The idols of Egypt tremble before him and the hearts of the Egyptians melt within them. -- Is. 19:1; 'Hearts' is Strong's  H3824, Lebab - inner man, mind, will, heart, soul, understanding.  This is the second of the two Hebrew words most commonly translated as 'heart'.

The Egyptians will lose heart, and I will bring their plans to nothing; they will consult the idols and the spirits of the dead, the mediums and the spiritists.-- Is. 19:3; 'Heart' here is Strong's H7307, Ruah -- wind breath, mind, spirit.  This is the 5th time (if I have recorded everything correctly) that the NIV has translated this word as 'heart'; the King James never does. That 'dynamic equivalence' thing again, that 'losing heart' is more understandable to modern readers than 'losing spirit', I suppose.

The workers in cloth will be dejected, all the wage earners will be sick at heart. -- Is. 19:10; the word translated 'heart' is Strong's H5315,  nepes - soul, self, life, creature, person, appetite, mind, living being, desire, emotion, passion.  The King James (which is the translation the Blue Letter Bible has linked to the interlinear)  translates this verse quite differently; I had to double check to verify I was looking at the right verse.  To be honest, I think the NIV has a better rendering this time.  But we have seen nepes translated as 'heart' several times before; after the main two words, it's probably the next most common...although it is a very distant third.

In that day there will be am altar to the LORD in the heart of Egypt, and a monument to the LORD at its border. - Is. 19:19; 'Heart' is Strong's H 8432, tavek - midst, middle

Four verses, four different Hebrew words all rendered 'heart(s)' in English.  The first three are in the passage describing the judgment to come to Egypt; all of them indicate that the event will have an emotional toll on the people.  Lose heart, be sick at heart, have a heart that has melted...all carry the same connotation.  No strength, no hope.  The fourth verse is in a description of the repentance that comes from the fear of judgement at the hands of God's people; that the folks will turn to the Lord and be healed, in which there will be physical structures representing service to God.

The next verse concerns a prophecy against Babylon, but the verse is describing the prophet's reaction to what he has seen:

My heart falters, fear makes me tremble; the twilight that I longed for has become a horror to me. -- Is. 21:4; 'heart' is H 3824 again.

I think the prophet is having a visceral reaction to the horror of the fall of Babylon; the next verse describes the state of the Babylonians when the judgment fell...they were utterly unaware that it was upon them...which is exactly what we see in the account in Daniel. (Daniel 5).  Even though Babylon was the oppressor, the prophet staggered under the judgment against them.

I had to come back a day later; I realized I missed something in that verse.  'The twilight that I longed for' kinda puzzled me when I read it, then I got focused on the prophet's reaction and forgot about it.  As I was reading it over again this morning, it struck me that 'the twilight' he longed for was the fall of Babylon; the end of that oppressive regime.  But now that it was happening...he was horrified.  

Just had to make that point, lol.  Back to the originally scheduled broadcast.

One more verse today; this one taken from a prophecy about worshiping God in the restored land of Judah:

Yes, LORD, walking in the way of your laws, we wait for you; your name and renown are the desire of our hearts. -- Is. 26:8; 'hearts' is H 5315 again.

Not their own fame, success, prosperity...the name and renown of the Lord.  When that is a joint desire of a community of hearts...that is revival.

Blogging Bible Study - The Heart of the Matter: Isaiah, part 2

 Posted by Lisa Laree to Beer Lahai Roi

Our look at 'heart/ hearts' through the NIV '84 is now edging into Isaiah; we're up to Chapter 10:

When the LORD has finished all his work against Mount Zion and Jerusalem, he will say, "I will punish the King of Assyria for the willful pride of his heart and the haughty look in his eyes." -- Is. 10:12; 'Heart' is  Strong's H 3824, Lebab - inner man, mind, will, heart, soul, understanding.

Previously in chapter 10, we read of how God used Assyria in judgement against the idolatry of Israel and Judah, but the Assyrian king was not content to punish but went out with a will to obliterate.  Furthermore, he believed his success against the nations was a result of his own ability; he disdained all the gods of the countries he attacked and believed the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob to be no more significant than any of the idols of the other countries he had defeated.

Pride of his heart, indeed.  He was no more than a tool used by God for a purpose...and his pride of heart would be his downfall.

We have a similar passage discussing judgement against Babylon in chapter 13.

Wail, for the day of the LORD is near; it will come like destruction from the Almighty.  Because of this, all hands will go limp, every man's heart will melt.  -- Is. 13: 6-7; 'Heart' is H 3824 again.

We are not looking at the cause of the judgment against Babylon here, but at its effect.  Judgement against Babylon would be swift, and would cause all those under that judgement to lose strength in the inner man, mind, will, heart, soul and understanding.  Fear, confusion, indecision...disaster incoming.

There is a passage in Isaiah that, strictly speaking, is addressed to the king of Babylon but has long been considered to have a double meaning, describing the fall of Satan, due to the details included, and the next verse is cited as the core of that rebellion

You said in your heart, "I will ascend to heaven; I will raise my throne above the stars of God; I will sit enthroned on the mount of assembly, on the utmost heights of the sacred mountain. I will ascend above the tops of the clouds; I will make myself like the Most High."  -- Is. 14:13-14; 'heart' is H3824 again.

This is one of the passages (Ez. 28 has the other) that is used for the narrative of the backstory of Lucifer, the fallen.  The king of Babylon, also exalting himself, followed the path, but the ultimate rebel is the one who actually wanted to surpass God.  And that decision was first made in the heart.

That's where rebellion starts. 

Chapter 15 shifts the focus from Babylon to Moab; 16:6 implies the pride of Moab is the cause of the downfall...

Heshbon and Elealeh cry out, their voices are heard all the way to Jahaz. Therefore the armed men of Moab cry out, and their hearts are faint.   My heart cries out over Moab; her fugitives flee as far as Zoar, as far as Eglath Shelishiyah. They go up the way to Luhith, weeping as they go; on the road to Horonaim they lament their destruction. -- Is. 15:4-5.  "heart" in verse 5 is the familiar H 3820, Leb - inner man, min, will, heart, understanding. ...but 'Hearts' in verse 4 is apparently an idiomatic translation.    "And their hearts are faint'   H 5315, nepes - soul, self, life, creature, person, appetite, mind, living being, desire, emotion, passion' is the word likely translated as 'heart'...we have seen it done before...but the second word is H3415, yara- to be broken up; figuratively, to fear; to tremble.    King James translates it 'his life shall be grievous unto him.'  "Their lives are broken" would be fair, I think.  

It is a disaster upon Moab, to be sure, and the prophet is actually grieving over the situation.   Chapter 16 is more declaration of disaster, and the prophet continues to mourn.

My  heart laments for Moab like a harp.  My inmost being for Kir Hareseth. -- Is. 16:11; 'Heart' is, to my surprise, not H 3820.  It's H4578, Mee - internal organs, inward parts, bowels, intestines, belly.  We saw this same word translated 'Heart' back in Song of Songs; which, I guess as the center of one's being it works, but the truth is this is a gut-level cry.  It's true that the Moabites were distant cousins of the Hebrews, descended from Abraham's nephew Lot (Genesis 19, for that dismal story), and I wonder if that relationship had anything to do with the grief expressed here.  Moab had not been friendly to the Hebrews; it is interesting that the prophet is mourning instead of experiencing schadenfreude at Moab's downfall.  How many of us would truly grieve over judgement falling on those whom we find ourselves on opposite sides of an issue?  

Hmmm?